I was blessed this summer to travel back to North Dakota with my youngest daughter, Rebekah.
I was born in ND, but my family moved to Montana shortly after, and I didn't return again until 8th grade. High school was a painful experience and after Graduation, I knew I would never live in my hometown again.
But, not only was I born in ND, I was born-again in ND my freshman year of college at the University of North Dakota. The Lord began a healing and maturing work in my heart that He has faithfully continued.
I have returned rarely to visit, I have maintained a few precious friendships, and I have learned to look back and see the Lord's guidance, presence and purpose through all those difficult times.
Despite the pain and the confusion of those years, I have always loved the prairie and the people of North Dakota. Join me in the healing journey back...
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While driving that last two lane highway north to my hometown, I noticed the ditches were filled with beautiful flowers. Yellow, white, purple, and orange blooms decorated the ditches in the spots not filled with cattails.
If I hadn't been in such a hurry to get to my friend's farm, I would have stopped to pick a bouquet. Their beauty just delighted and enticed me.
But, I knew deep in my heart she wouldn't see the beauty I saw, not because she doesn't appreciate beauty, but because she is a farmer.
She sees weeds for what they truly are- plants that would eventually destroy if not destroyed.
She and her husband, Tom, purchased her family farm and have continued the wonderfully agonizing career both grew up with. Those "flowers" infiltrate their wheat, canola and bean fields and they exert much sweat and money to battle against them.
They added a fleeting moment of beauty to my life, but hours of agony to hers.
There are the famous thistles you can't pull without leather gloves.
This one makes most people sneeze, wheeze,
blow their nose and wipe their eyes.
Don't let the pure white blooms,
or the delicate petals fool you.
Each bloom that dies produces more seed,
which causes more blooms,
which causes more seed.
Local legend says a woman brought the first
Fairdale daisies to the area to add beauty to her garden.
Even flowers, when they spread like wildfire in farmers' fields,
are considered weeds.
Farmers daily fight the curse of Adam.
Genesis 3:17-19
Cursed is the ground for your sake:
In toil you shall eat of it
All the days of your life.
Both thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you,
And you shall eat the herb of the field.
In the sweat of your face you shall eat bread
Till you return to the ground,
For out of it you were taken;
For dust you are,
And to dust you shall return.”
Then, I saw spiritual beauty. Those prairie weeds represented all things I once considered beautiful and enticing, but the Lord saw them correctly as sin.
The curse of sin given to Adam's race has been conquered by the resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ.
I am proof.
When I got saved at 18, the Lord graciously forgave me my sins and cleared the field of my heart from thorns and thistles. Sins that once looked so beautiful to me, were revealed to be the useless weeds.
And with the seed, the Word of God, planted daily in my heart, He has helped me to bear fruit. The Holy Spirit helps the harvest to be more bountiful, by showing me when weeds of sin have once again taken root in my heart.
Yea, even weeds preach a message of promised redemption to a fallen world.
Maybe I should have picked a bouquet after all. That would have been that many less weeds blowing their seed into Tom and Janet's fields.
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ReplyDeleteNorth Dakota always sounds like a gorgeous area of your country. It is true though that the thorns and thistle grow in even the nicest looking places. So thankful the Lord has called and saved us!
Lovely pics, Mindy.
Interesting . . . a plowed field with NO weeds, will always turn back to its orginal state: full of weeds - may we be plowing our "own" ground daily to keep the weeds out.
ReplyDeleteWhat beautiful weed pictures and a lovely word to bind them to our hearts.
ReplyDeleteHow are you my friend?
Kimmie
mama to 8
one homemade and 7 adopted
Great thoughts. Thanks.
ReplyDeleteKimmie, I think I just found you blog hopping about a year ago. I loved your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for your family, and just wanted to be your friend. :) I can't even remember which bloggy friend we have in common, but your honest faith and contagious joy have added to my life.
ReplyDeleteI have never been to North Dakota, but when I was a kid, my mother always sang "Take me back to the black hills, the black hills of Dakota, to the beautiful Indian country that I love....."
ReplyDeleteI liked your last paragraph...
ReplyDeletefunny. True!!
Thanks for sending me the link to your prairie blog! We are not done with harvest yet but have a rain break and I've been so busy trying to catch up on everything that I haven't checked in lately. I also figured you'd let me know when I was in the "spotlight". Thanks for coming to visit. It was a great time. Seems like HS was just yesterday. And you are so right about the weeds, but I do try to enjoy their beauty, especially when they are in the neighbors fields and not mine. :)
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